Thursday, December 5, 2013

Ohh boy, Ohh boy


I know that the land is covered with beautiful soft snow but I just had to bring out this beautiful sky just 2 days before the snow :) 
I must admit, that I've been stuck with depression again and after long time, I realised how heavy tears actually can be... 
The last few days has been emotional, because my  daddy had an operation and not knowing anything was worrying. So my mind just imagined so many situations, what can go wrong and how hard my life would be, if I dont have my dad next to me. Luckily those ideas flew away when my daddy called me and said he is fine but cant come home few more days. Cant wait til he is home!!! 

Meanwhile I have my cats who brighten me up and then do something that really makes me angry again :) But hey! At least I have some entertaiment here :)

And then I have Emma, who is home with me with a cold.
I swear, she has an evil deal with cats :D
But shes feeling better now and propably going back to kindergarten next week, when she has the visitation of Winterland :)
I think it was yesterday when I read some post about " whats the scariest thing your kid has said to you"

And on THAT night, when Emma was in her bed and I was in mine...She told "õdi"(sister), laughed, and then whispered something for some time. Enought to say I was scared xD
Typical from me, I coloured my hair again, nothing new, but probaböy going to hairdresser...(next year??) and ask for some awesome new style..something lady-like :) I should try curls, but i dont have curles :/


Im sure someone will be very happy about this picture :D
Ohh, those times...Im just mad that I dont know what to do...Ill need some help from Dr.Love

^And yeah, I've been bored ^
I need new lenses!!!!


Probably need to make new pictures aswell :D I just dont know how will I manage with this month...One birthday after another, christmas, new year...
And I think I wont celebrate my birthday this year. I just dont feel like I have earned it or something....


Anyways,
warm hugs to you and be well
xoxo




Monday, November 11, 2013

These boots are made for walking!


Well, I'm a woman and I need my boots :D
I'm happy that I didn't buy another high heeled boots this time but managed to have beautiful but still very lady-like boots. 
The first ones are my favorite ones that I wear with my red coat. 
The pattern is lovely and they are super comfortable. 


 The second ones are classical black with little bow behind. I like bows :D and they are soft inside and warm. Needed in our cold autumm.  
I hope the pictures are okey. Its really hard to take pictures on my own :D

DIY- Emmas bed

I have finished her bed long time ago, but just have forgotten to blog about it. 
So here it is.

It's made from old bunk-bed. It was longer but I cut it shorter(Emma isnt that long and I needed to consider the lack of space in the house)
Sadly I dont have pictures of every step of it but maybe it isnt necessary :)
So, first part was to unscrew fixing on one side. Then measure the right length and cut out the redundant wood. Then I screwed the bed leg with the edge of the bed and made sure its strong enough. 
Then I polished the wood, making sure there aren't  any sharp edges and got rid of old dirt ( drawing and other residue) Basically a rough cleaning.
Then I got rid of the dust from cleaning with the sandpaper and I painted it with wood varnish. 
Then placed the cleaned mattress, added bed sheets and from her cradle I took the curtain? I do not know how its called in estonian or in english so let them be curtains :D 
And voilaa! A nice looking bed! 
Emma loves it, she usually puts her teddies to sleep but she loves to sleep there :)



Saturday, November 9, 2013

Hey hey, me again!

Soooooooooooooo many things has happened :D At least in my head but we will see how many exactly when we finish this post ;)

First of all, I cut my hair short.
It's a funny story. I was very emotional or actually I lacked them. So, one night, before I went to bed...I took scissors and just cut 5 or more cm off. And for surprise, I liked it :D

Then I decided to call my cat Mr.Bunny instead of Weirdo :D
BunnyBunnyBunnyBunnyBunny
Thats more like me :)



Ohh, how lovely it feels to be aunty. A young boy, named Kaarel entered into this world. He was so tiny to me when others said he was a big boy.

He is now 5 day old but on the picture, he isn't even 1 day old ^^


My dragon is half finished and I'm so proud of myself. But its going slow again. If I have the mood, the work goes fast and really well. But if I dont have the mood, im not painting because I would probably ruin it. When I posted this picture on Facebook, there was like 5 people asking me to do something with their walls also:D Should I start a business? Naaah, if it was work, I would never be happy. An there would be time limit also, and that I would hate!. But for me I can do it ^^ Even dad told me that I should draw a really big one outside near the entrance of our garden :D He is silly xD

Finally arrived some stuff for Emma that I had ordered. Thought I take some pictures but she never stays still and she does silly stuff :D Shes so like me xD

What else....Hmm... Was helping my mom in the farm again. Got allergy again. Yay. Then I should start renovating one house for workers, Im terrified what lies inside the house because it is said, its horrible after the last workers moved out :/ I can't understand people who destroy others property and steal. They even ripped of the shower curtains and knobs! Seriously, curtains and knobs? what does it give to them? Im sad when I think where the society has gone. 



Well, stay strong, happy and what ever positive stuff you want to be ^^ I't at last makes you happy
xoxo cookies 


Friday, October 11, 2013

Oh darn it!

Do I ever manage to do my planned stuff on the planned day?  I actually want to talk about the kindergarten day when I manage to get a picture of it, because it would be a nice asset to it. What else did I promise? Hmm...
*opens her blog and reads*

Jeez, my kids birthday! Well, I'm going to write about it tomorrow because I have some quest coming over so I'll add it all together :) Hopefully its okey ^^


But I actually was really busy today. When we dropped Emma to kindergarten I had my cup of coffee and spent some time on facebook and made myself a tumble account because found some interesting blogs about DIY and home decoring :) 

I started my day with dismantling Emma's bed. In few days I'm going to show you her new bed that i did from an old bed. But about it when its ready ;)
Because Emma's old bed was out, I had some room and off course I had to start moving the room around. Not a smart move I should tell you xD And then I had a great idea that I should change the wallpaper but only half from the room, so one side would be Emma's. Well, its still under considering, I'll first finish her bed and dollhouse and when the weather is colder I can start doing stuff inside :) I still have to finish my flowerbed and making it ready for winter!

Then I managed to add 2 clothes rack in bathroom, they look adorable but I dont have a picture of it because my brother is having a shower. And finally I managed to make more storage room for my hallway. Now my daughters boots have a place for their own. Oh, and the stand is re-used from a broken mirror stand :D I feel so green that I make my stuff from old stuff :D But it saves money and actually makes me do something and learn from it :)

And I'm not saying it was easy to make! It looks simple but I had so much trouble with it and when I felt like quitting, my brother gave some smart words and I over comed my problem :D By the way, one problem was that my drill was working wrong side and that was the reason I had troubles confirming the blank . I'm such a genius!

And I managed to go to the local library today!!!! But they did not have any english books, then I wanted E.A.Poe but they just had given it out :/ So I took some random books- one poetry book and second was some romance book (I  think) Haven't had time to read them yet, but im going to open the poetry book today ^^ after a shower ;)


Hopefully you  all are healthy and smiling, if not then tomorrow is a day also ;)
xoxo

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Sick!!

Well hi readers!

I can't say I have been really busy. On the contrary. 
I've been feeling weak and out of the mood for at lest 2 weeks now. 
My DIY plans have had one setback to another, then the other days I just dont have the mood to do them. I have plans do make a dollhouse and then a bed for my kid.

Today, when I took my kid to kindergarten, then i slept for an hour and then I just did nothing. Beside talking with Emmas dolls, they where nice company and a real help figuring out what my problem is. 

If I feel better tomorrow, I try to write about my day as a kindergarten teacher and about my daughters second birthday.
Todays entry will be short one, just to fill the time til I can go to sleep. 
Its really bad idea to rise up, the nausea and dizziness isn't worth it :/


For days I have had a wish to read, but non of the books I have feels interesting for me. I want to read something in english, some fantasy books... I'm probably going to go to the local library tomorrow, hopefully there is something 


But farewell for now and hopefully we will see tomorrow.
Bye darlings!

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Dancing with delusional angels

My hope is on fire
My dreams are for sale
I dance on a wire
I don't want to fail her

I walk against the stream
Far from what I believe in
I run towards towards the end
Trying not to give in





Basically I have been out of myself for the last 2 weeks. Not smiling, when asked
"Whats wrong?" 
I say " Just no energy to cast an emotion" and stay emotionless.
And today I realized whats wrong.
I'm not eating well. My foods lack from vitamins...Actually, my food lacks of food! 2-3 cups of coffee and one meal. That doesn't qualify as healthy food by far.
So, I made myself a good warm and healthy meal and vola! I have energy! its 10 pm at night but it shows how food can play so important role. 

To be honest, I had some others points why I was feeling not myself but let them be. They are more problems that my mind has caused me ( no surprises)
But stay classy and probably, If i have time and energy I may surprise you all with an amazing idea :3

By sweeties,
kisses xoxo


Day 12-A picture of something you do not eat


I do not like chocolate with nuts. Just don't. I may eat them separately, but not together. It was the first thing to come in my mind.

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Day 11- A picture of your favorite animal.



If we talk about all in all, then I haven't forgotten my sick obsession of dragons. Saddly they are fictual characters. So in real I love snow leopards. Or felines in all ^^ I'm a cat lady :P

Day 10-A drawing made by you

Goku the super saiyan. My latest drawing after I hadn't done anything for 5 months. And i truely didn't notice his right hand til it was uploaded. And I know it looks of scale. But I still love how I managed shading on the clothes, I used to hate it. I can say, that praising myself is never too much xD But hobby like it is, I have done some great improvements and I will keep drawing.

Day 9 - A picture of someone/thing very cute

What can be cuter than my daughter playing and fooling around :)




Day 8- A picture of your dream car.

I actually haven't got a dream car. So far I have dreamed about hot beautiful bikes. And I figured out that my favorite at the moment is Yamaha R6


What a beauty, right? :)

Day 7-A picture of superhero you would like to be

 Punisher

Ability:
   -Proficient in combat with a genius level intelligence and metahuman level reflexes


Weapon:
   -Vendetta typically fires superlon armor-piercing shrapnel bullets that fracture into plastic shrapnel, as well as a soap-like napalm spray called Incendigel.




 -Or-

Lady Deadpool

Ability:
    -Telepathic Immunity
      -Foreign Chemical Resistance
      -Disease Immunity



Powers:
   -Superhuman stamina
    -Superhuman agility
   -Superhuman reflexes
    - regenerative healing factor

Weakness:
   - ANNOYING


Weapons:
     - 2 katanas
     - Hand gun




















Well, not the usual Batwoman, Catwoman or superwoman, but I like them :)













Sunday, September 8, 2013

Day 6- A picture of something you would like to eat right now



Do I really need to say why I wish it? :) Because its yum-yum

Day 5- A picture of you wearing glasses.


By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest.





We are what our thoughts have made us; so take care about what you think. Words are secondary. Thoughts live; they travel far.
Swami Vivekananda 

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Day 4 - A picture of your favourite dance movie



Okey, couldn't find any great pictures, but this was the scene what made me love it! My other half ( my boyfriend) said he doesnt like "modern art" but in the end of that episode, he watched each and every other episode and he LOVED it :)

Day 3- A black and white picture of you

Reality continues to ruin my life.

Monday, September 2, 2013

Day 2- A picture of your favorite Disney character.




Bella and her prince Charming :)
For some reason, they where my favorite character from my favorite disney cartoon :)


Day 1 - A picture of your currently most played CD

Hey all!

I thought I will start the challenge of 80 day :) Got the idea from my best friend ^^ But now when I start writing, I realized I have already missed a day xD Typical from me. Well, no-one hasn't said I cant make to post for day :)

So, the most played CD is for sure In This Moment

The singer, Maria, is someone I respect. She does something not many women dare to do and she does it with power and soul.

And..The band is something not everybody likes to hear. Alternative metal/ electronic rock/industrial metal. But I love it!!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbH5NeiFGjY

Friday, August 30, 2013


             Red Corset

Hidden in the darkest corner,
far from where it belongs. 
Time to listen to its orders
for too long has it been ignored.

In the gasp of belts and chains,
feels the vivid soul live again.
Time to stop playing all these games,
break the mask, freedom to gain.

A soul true to itself
touched by cloth all so red.
Does this all explain
whats before been misread. 





Well, after wearing my red corset again after months of being away from it....I realized why I bought it. Not does it only look fabulous but it also shows me that i need to start working with my back. Yeah those 21 years have been cruel with me and it shows from my posture. Yes, I know the main villain in this story is my weakness to play computer games for long time. I try to work on that. But this is not the case at the moment. The star is the corset ^^

Ouh, and the reason I took out the red beast was because MAYBE, just maybe I'll go out with my charming man to our favorite pub..The mighty Kära Kants :P



And then i thought I add some pictures from our family reunion :) Me so pale and red as usual :)

















Enjoy the last week of summer ! <3 p="">

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

It's a me, Mario! Story from the Italy trip

Ps: ADDING PICS AS SOON AS I GET THEM!!

Day 1
  The trip started early in the morning. Like really early. Me and Mario left my place somewhere 4 am in the morning, met Ele and Chris in Vohnja and drove to Kadrina, where we where the first ones, woohooo!
   But already then we where laughing so hard we probably woke half Kadrina up. We had an weird route to Poland where our first night was. We went from Kadrina-Tallinn-Pärnu-Latvia-Lithuania-Poland. And yes, we laughed half way there. Lots of cows and horses was on the fields, probably thats why I made a stupid pony joke and for the rest of the trip, I was a pony.. A powerfull pony with 0,5 horse power!!!
   Our hotel was near the highway so we saw many trucks and when we walked past the road Optimus Prime and his followers ( trucks that where decorated with light) honked their horns for us. Pretty sweet uhh :) Near the hotel was a fast food place where we sat most of our time. There was a cool local gang whose members didnt wear any t-shirts and they played cards and watched us how we ate pizzas xD 5 pizzas per 2 person is too much, just telling you ;)
My dress code: Slutty Army Pipi Longstocking ^^

Day 2
 It started early, we had to leave the place at 7 am. Our goal was to reach our second hotel in Czech Rep. We started to write down our jokes because we where so funny. But in the end it was useless, telling you soon why ;) Anyways the closer we got to Italy, the worse the toilets turned. Joked, that when we get to Italy, we do not have any toilets, if we are lucky, we have holes on the floor. Well yeah, we didnt care, if the weather was good, as long as the toilets are nice. (that was also a joke).
 This was our view from our Czech hotel room. At night there was some kind of festival in the Old Town, but me and Ele got kinda lost and we missed the Old Town and basically walked down some other streets around it xD But The shops had wicked stuff on their windows and we had fun. When rain and thunder came out we headed back to hotel. I had difficulties falling asleep because it was so hot and i was sleeping under the window but the rain and thunder was so scary. In the end I still blacked out. Thunder was really beautiful.


Day 3
  Reached to Vienna. A beautiful church and some park. Made lots of funny pictures that I DO NOT HAVE :( And so many horses. Oh, there was one dude who asked us, if we wanted to ride with an old car. When we said no he replayed with weird voice"Oh, okeeey" And the it was like Ludacris rapping! He started talking so fast about that cars history with some music im sure it would be a perfect radiohit :)
 Driving throw Czech and Austria the most thrilling thing was holding our breath when we entered the tunnels. And slowly the mountains started to show and all we could do was admire its magical beauty.




























Day 4

SAN MARINO!
Certainly a place where I will go again. The 3 castles on the top of Monte Titano and those beautiful and adorable gift shops. Walking past the shopkeepers and on guy said to us " Tere, tere! 5 euro 3 euro!" It was so heart warming but not as much as the guy selling wines...Well his estonian was pretty good. when he saw that we noticed penis shaped wine bottels on the shelf he said " Tahad suurt, saad väikese" In the end he managed to get 3 cheek kisses from me :) Aparantly he liked me :) Oh, and the wine he let me taste was very good or else I wouldnt had bought it ;) I also bought dragon pen, katana, spear knight, San Marinos fan and a red mask. Oh, and the reason Im going back is that I found stores where they sell full knight armor + so many katanas


And I left my sunglasses and the jokebook in the hotel, jup, im smart ^^

Before we went to our hotel we went swimming in the Adrian sea...Those waves! And im telling you, those people stared me like i was a ghost! well, if people are tanned as couces and then a snow-white like me walks past them, yeah, im sure they see a living ghost :D But the sea was so warm and those waves just wanted to hug you so badly it sometimes hurted :) And the waves almost stoled my ring. Luckily I accidentaly stepped on the ring and managed to pick it up on right time, before another big wave came.
From many maskes, i choosed it :)










Day 5
Day in Roma. Vatican -Wow. Could not imagine its so big and just wow. When we headed to the Saint Peters square, well, its the spot we stayed. Just layed on the cool grass on a hot summer day. Even there we had wonderful views on the fountains, sculptures and facades.





Romulus and Remus

Colosseum

Forum

Day 6
Church

Pisa peeking
Isn't it just cute how shy Pisa tower actually is ^^ There was one statue-guy also with whom we made pictures. My golden boy ;)
"Whats your name"
"No"
"Whats your name, I'll only..."
"NO"
Thats how you have to walk around, saying no to every cheap offer. Ouh, our guide told us before we left our bus that DO not talk with those dark sellers, and obviously my friends told me " As soon as you step your feet out you are in one of those traps, you stay here" I did not step in any traps :P

Day 7
Before the heavy raining started
Venice- The Queen of Adriatic Sea. Also very wet place. Raining made it a very cold and unpleasant trip. We always left our hotel between 6 or 7 in the morning. This time at 5 am and not one of us was ready for rain. Well, at least we knew where our group was, because the true estonians where strong and without an umbrella or rain cape. Also some guys started fooling around and entertained people there. They sold everything, started from ice, retarded children/monkeys/ ninjas, to butt blood/bugs/plugs to retarded ninjas dancing :) We had so much fun. But still, when me and Ele rubbed our behinds together for fun and the guy yelled" Selling rubbing asses" All guys turned their heads and looked, if they want it or not. Aparantly we where sold out because we hided ourselves :D And then we started to head back to Estonia. First hotel in Czech and then in Poland. On day 9 we reached Estonia where we said goodbye to Mr. Vunts, Jaan Tätte ning to Family Pontsik(Nicknames we cave to most awesome traveling mates)
Selling retarded ninjas :P

About our guide and busdrivers :) 
Well, guide liked to drink a lot and make unfunny jokes but when he was sober, his talk was interesting. Our busdrivers where russian, younger wan was our Gennu and older was Sass. When we had a stop in poland, we waited near the bus..I thought i would draw my usual aliens on the back of the bus. But poor old me...When Gennu saw that, he ran, grabbed my waist and asked" Mis sa teed" That scared me half dead! But oh how others laughed their pants off! Well, glad clown like me made everyone laugh again.
Sinjora Pontsik was always under the nose of the guide and stared him like he was Jesus. someone told me that she plays Need for speed ( she always wanted to be first everywhere) So I told them, thats its more like " Need for giid-Kukkel edition" Kukkel was potsiks first name ;)


Oh, and isnt it lovely that the only nightclub I visited the only dancers where mostly over 50 year old+ then there was me on the dancefloor...dancing with grannies ^^ Lovely ehh :)



So, now all we need to do, is wait til I get my hands on the other pics :)

It feels great to be back, missed you all!