"I'm Ivan"

Hi darlings!

Im going to tell you that if my story today is kind or kinda very messy then its because I had a freaking awesome weekend and only 2 hours of sleep xD

Anyways...

Went to see Helen and as soon as i stepped out from the bus I was confused. The place was under repairs and it took me some time to understand where the hell i was :D

At least  Helen rescued me and so we started to ride through the city, through shops, through crowds. Finally went to her place so I could drop my bag, rest my legs for a while, refresh my makeup and then we went to Old Town :) Yeyya!

We sure had a fun time there :) Saw one old couple fighting, ran from a drunkard who well in for us xD and talked with Helen's foreign friends. We sure talked alot :) About EVERYTHING! Our past, future, our common intrests, guys and for sure about dancing :) But we forgot to make pictures xD We where so busy talking and looking for toilets all the time xD

So, we decided we needed a small drink after walking so much and i was wearing high heels of course :D So, we bought some gin and when we where in the line waiting I said to her 

"You know they don't sell alcohol to people who are drunk?"

And she said what i think was...

" Ja iva on?"

What means " And the point is" but im not still not sure what the hell did she say but what i said was...

" Noo, I'm Ivan!"

And she started laughing and looked me like i was a freaking retard. And we just laughed there and everyone where looking us like we where 2 insane person just broken out from mental house :D Even some guys from Sweden, who where standing behind us where talking after about Ivan and laughing :D

So, when it was time to pay i was first and the male cashier looked me weird. 

" Do you want to see my ID-card?" I asked from him...

And he said

 "No, I just wanted to see your name"

And we where laughing again xD

When Helen started to pay she immediately asked, if he wants to know her name too but the guy shaked his head for no :D

Ouh, we both with Helen where sick- stuffy nose, sore throat... Later that night I lost my voice and its still gone :S But everytime I said something people laughed and asked " are you sick?" Really?? Im wearing a freaking scarf around my neck, no voice and i was blowing my nose all the time. I think i said to someone finally after those all question 

"Well, you know that im from the country and its so quiet there that we all speak like this" 

And the hole table was laughing again, ofcorse after that when my neighbor had said my words out loud for them :D

The pub was awesome. The pub owner had a rule, that if someone should fall asleep he will scribble on their face, take a picture and add them on facebook, after that they wake persons up and throw them on the street when its closing time :) We even saw how the owner drew red glasses on one poor fellow xD And when it was closing time we all tried to wake him up" I could scream so i started clapping and soon others clapped too, Helen shaked that dude and said " wakey wakey"  and owners said something in english. 

We had so much fun after that. Because it was closing time for other clubs and pubs too, the Old Town streets where crowded  with drunk people. 

One dude aske: " Where are the pretty girls going"

I, after managing gathering some strength: " To eat chicken soup!"

And when I saw pigeons I screamed" Flying chicken! Thats the soup!"

xD And if you had seen how Helen was chasing the birds xD HILARIOUS!

But actually we managed to buy chicken noodles and make them at Helen's place.. It was already 8 o'clock in the morning and we got to bed at 9... Only 2 hours of sleep and i was up. Voice still gone, head hurted as hell, legs where like under pressure. I'm glad i didnt fall into the closet when i climbed out the bed and tried to stand..my legs where just too weak. Because I had to catch my 13.00 bus to Rakvere, we had to move our asses and it was rainy and cold and we really didnt want to get out from the warm bed...But what had to be done had to be done. And soon i was on bus and listening my music and just trying to remember all the freaky stuff what Helen did on our way at her place+ everything else :)

I'm going to hit the sheets now. My legs sure miss some resting time ^^

Bye darlings!

Crazy boringtime :D

Well---I guess we all have had times when we are extremely bored but still too active to go to bed... When i was hit with that kind of feeling i suddenly started talking and not talking normally but adding letter -y in the end of every word :D

Lol like you can see I have not over come my big sense of humor xD 

Then i tried to clean my make-up bag but ended up doing make up on myself xF Nothing drastic or clounish but still...who does make-up before bed? Me ofcourse xD and then i had an idea that i should make pictures to show you guys how freaking genious I am :D 

Soo..here are some pictures..normal and abnormal

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I know right :D Leave any sugsessions what should i do on my next crazy boring time ;)
Love you !

Konbanwa!

Yeah, i promised to write like 2 days ago but then my connection started to move on a snail-speed. Thats why im hoping it wont froze or get lost while im doing my bloggy. OMG how many mistakes ! ( i corrected the wierd ones xD)


Anyway, I missed Emma's first steps :( That's what you get when you help out in farm. But she is walking everyday and not making 3-4 steps but over 10. She is so cute when she walks...A big girl already . Well, she will be 1 year old in 2 weeks...2 WEEKS! Time goes so fast.


My aunt and uncle from Võsu visited us today. Although it was a sunny nice autumm  day after they left i felt sadness in me. Seeing how the radiation theraphy has worn out uncles body and mind, how aunty is scared, tired and sad. I saw her tiers, she told me that her eyes are just wet but i know she just tries to be strong..Im mad at myself that i can't make her feel any better and i don't even know what should i say or how to react...
I just wish her strong heart and i hope everything will be okey for both of them. I love you!

Have a beautiful colourful autumm darlings! 

Kinda sarcastic... I just was asked, what am i doing? I answered " it's too dark to draw so im writing" and i realized that its not only dark literally but my emotions too... Everyone is sick, luckily me and Emma are okey but she already coughed, so im extra careful with her now. I really dont want to talk about sadness or dark places... Autumm is a beautiful season and if the weather allows we will go outside to see the colourful change... I need to buy rubber boots for Emma now xD + all the winter clothes..she has grown alot from the last autumm and winter.. Ohh..all these changes are making me emotional... She is the sunshine in my rainy days.

And I was reading building forums today xD About constructing kitchen, the placement of things, the pipes and so on..and i realized....I'm stupid xD Daah, thats no secret anyway xD But I thought theres something I can do to make this house more like home not just a room. But i got scared that if i do something wrong, theres more damage after that, so.. i may do some stuff in the bathroom ( like removing the broken glass wall that i managed to break years ago) and make it lighter. Just mentioning xD

Ki wo tsukete ( take care)! I'm going to enjoy the few hours of sleep before im waken up by brothers sick girlfriend or Emma's demanding voice to drink something :D Good night darlings ^^

Descontrol Girls

Well, finally i managed to uploade some of the performance videos too...And I got a call...A new performance is only 5 days away :D Things are going pretty nice, ehh? :D
And Helen sweety, I cant wait till you start teaching in Rakvere again, my booty iches for some lessons xD

I really really really cant wait to get my life in line...

I went for a walk yesterday with Emma and while walking i realised, and i have said it before, that im freaking blind! I was like walking in a fog... And i cant start making my car licences when i cant see the road...so, First i need to get glasses, then car licences and getting a job before or after them would be fine too :) Then its all good :)


Ouh... When I putted Emma to sleep...I pretended I was sleeping when i felt that Emma woke up and stared at me..But then she started rubbing her nose against my nose and it was so adorable! I then pulled her next to me and she then silently fell asleep..I offcourse sneaked out and here i am :D

I'm going to say, that October will be crazily busy and interesting this year :D Im so freaking exited :P KAWAIII!


But oyasumi nasai wa tomodatchi desu ^^ Love ya!

Konnichiwa! ^^

Sumimasen for being away for so long and been totally disconnected from virtual world! (❥ˆ◡ˆ) 


Me and little Emma are at my moms place and its like a magical place where I dont want to be online at all xD 
What else....

Well, the first days where busy because Emma really really really wanted to climb those deam stairs but now she only goes up and not down, that's good ^^
I really haven't done nothing special at moms place..only today I felt that i need to entertain myself with learning Japanese... Kawaii right :D 

Oh yeah, our performance...Well, it was freaking amezing!  This time there where a lot of ppl and it was so cool to see, that how the first performer really like begged ppl to rais their hands while when we performed, everytime our singer raised hands all raised theirs too and waved them in the air.. The feeling was incredible :D The hole night was cool! Im still smirking when the owner asked, if I was performing first time there, i was like " no, i just dyed my hair, but yeah, last time i was here too " Then i got free drink xD hahah The owner was really kind guy but i think the guardman really hates us now because we where the last ones to leave and he was like " Let me open the doors for you two" And trust me, he didnt do it because he was kind, he just wanted to leave and was very happy when we finally decided to leave the place xD 
But I coudnt go to sleep, cuz i had to go on bus but the party ended 4.30 maybe and my bus was leaving 7.15 xD My lovely ppl managed to be up til 6 and then i realised i was talking alone because they all fell asleep xD So i played with my phone and my eyes where so heavy! But somehow i managed to stay up, so i changed clothes, woke up my friend so he could open the apartment door, we said goodbyes and i ran to the bus station. I couldnt go to my moms place, cuz Emma was in Tamsalu at my aunts place. So i drove there, rang the doorbell and then started the babysitting xD My aunts daughters daughter was there too and so i feed those little kids til she was doing her stuff. Had an 30 min nap at 10 o'clock! Yeah, i really cant remember what time my mom picked me up but i know it was late. And when i finally welt bed under me the dream was fast to come! ^^


Ouh, one day I was playing outside with Emma and the dogs. When i decided to go inside a car drove by and when I was on the stairs the car stopped and stared me like i was some kind of miracle. I really have no idea what he was staring. I know my mom has pretty garden and im sure i was dressed well so im still little confused O.o Later that night I had firework... I hate those ppl! Seriously, I just got Emma to sleep when suddenly those bangs started, my dog went crazy, ran next to Emma, under the planket -.- 'and when it finished i could hear the car speeding off like devil! But they where back in 30 mins and started playing their music. Yeah, good boys -.-


But its all for now..If i manage to remember anything else i will write about it, now at least you know im alive ^^

Sayonara! (❥ˆ◡ˆ)