I sure like my new protector, my DRAGON! But at the same time i'm kinda disappointed. Only problem is that it wont stay where it should be. No, it does not fly awey... Rather falls down -.- The design could be little better like there should be longer holder behind the ear so it would stay put. I'm sure I will order another dragon which had little bit better design, at least I think it has based on the picture I saw. 

And the ring-braclet! Isn't it just lovely! Can't wait to wear it somewhere :D

And for all my friends who do not have windows...

It's freaking snowing and spinning and whirling outside!

And thanks to that i'm able to stay home ^^ When mother called me this morning ( i clearly slept in) i quickly replayed that i am coming, i'm already up. But then she said that its pointless and I should not go, or else I will get stuck on the road .... And then suddenly I heard my dads voice somewhere and he said" yeah, your car by the way in somewhere in the middle of the road..stuck" Yep, my face was priceless because I was sleeply happy  :D and confused :D

Whipe my tears with the scarf of love! 

I can't see a thing

One day I will draw like that too..

Miss drawing but I don't have the time beside work and being there for my kid.

If I had the energy to express myself through pencil. It would be mindblowing. 

The white wolf dream

Last night my thoughts and hot room didn't let me sleep well. Turning sides in bed, trying to find a perfect position for sleep... I had at least 1000 thoughts in my head...
And then there was white wolf in front of me. First as a lonely puppie who I nursed and saw to grow up to a majestic creature with deepest blue eyes. I earned its trust. It all felt so real.. The midwinter time on a field behind my house, I watched him playing with my daughter. And the moment, when he laied down in front of her so she could hug him.. I heard through my sleep how Emma laughed in her own sleep. Did she just saw the same dream with me? Saw herself playing with the majestic big white wolf? I had difficulties to fall back to sleep. I couldn't get the thought of the wolf and my kids laughter out of my head. Final moment before the dream overwhelmed me I remember myself smiling.

To dream of white wolf means valor and victory. You have the ability to see the light even in your darkest hours. 



Does that mean, that I'm have some dark hours waiting for me in near future? And I usually always see light in bad things.


Earth wisdom, family bonds, loyalty, success, perseverance, unity. The white wolf is often seen as a spiritual messenger of Earth.

Family has always been dear to me and I'm deeply hurt when my family members act like family is something that just is. Being family needs hard work too, it needs time to grow, investments of joy and laughter, time for wisdom and learning from mistakes.

We sure know how to have fun ^^

the 5D cinema was awesome! I didnt mind that i looked like a girl going to snorkel but the movie "piret tale" was awesome and we with Liisu screamed and laughedd more than the family with 2 lil kids. It was so weird that they where quiet and we laughed even before the movie xD

Yeah, we sure are cute in pink! Pink is the new power to rule the guys in the club :D Yeyya, first time visiting capitals big clubs and we where first on the dancefloor :D We where like the entertainment before the big bands dig. Ohh what stares we got while we waited the rest of the group xD That was a good suprise my sis did for me xD And i just so so soo loved the girls time we had and the shopping stuff and everything! there was nothing bad accept the crusal pain in our feet xD

Digging in the past vol2

First of all...

❦  

Happy Father's Day Daddy!! 

I love you very much! Even when you are busy you always find time to help me...You have been always by my side when I have needed it the most. I am proud to call you my dad and I am happy to have such a wonderful person as my hero <3 p="p">

 Anyways...Emma was so happy to walk all by herself outside and chase the dogs. For sure she found all the mud holes and the tallest wet grass to fall in and then for final she managed to crawl through the shed, losing her rubber boots and make her clothes just so dirty. But that all belongs to the childhood memories.

That's how she does her usual stuff when mom is too busy with her talks. 

And watching old photos is just hahaha... Im tired from the party xD Can't think any good ideas, sorry

Anyways, here is her favorite place when we visit grandmom -the suitcase

Yep, dyed my hair again..First blonded it then added a red colour. I like it as it is now, it reminds me a small flame on a pine tree ^^


And i sewed the dress hole night and day.-->
( ok, not the dress but the skirt and the belt)

And now about the party!
I have got no pictures of the party...Yet. Anyway, the styled birthday party was awesome! The rode there though was scary. Mom's bf was very brave and fast to take the curves but that had given me a heartattack almoust :S When I got to Sagadi's mansion and found the guesthouse I creeped myself out again. I thought I had gone on a wrong party because I didn't recognize anyone. Finally I found one birthday kid and when i sat down on the table, i started seeing familiar faces. One thing amezed me and it was fact that guys where really sticked with the rule of clothing, they really looked like sultans, terrorist and rich arab guys :D Girls where moddest- one muslim, 2 with burqa, me with bellidance outfir and other girls where calling themselfes "arabs guy fancy american gf" :D And we had nice games too. First ws for the b-day guys. They where blindfolded and needed to put the stuff in front of them on themselves. This is what they looked like...


Then we had a competition where i needed to kiss the b-day guy 10 times on the cheeks. Others had to run, blow the balloon til exploded, 10 push-ups, drink 0,5l water, read a poem, make 10 squats with quacks, make squats while holding a spoon in your mouth and spoon holding a small ball, eat an apple and then all we needed to lift up the b-day guy. And then yell Allah xD
It sure was funny :D

And i really have a bad memorie for names. Met a guy or a girl, said hellos and names and 5 mins later i had forgotten the name :S

Aaaand its all for now ;) Cya, miss you all ^^